Monday, January 26, 2009

Scared

Scared of...

what this means
what this doesn't mean
what this will mean or won't
where this will go or won't
feeling
getting hurt (again)
hurting her
the future
being tied-down
making a wrong decision
writing about this...

It was a lot easier to write about it when I was writing about events and feelings in hind-sight and I had distance from them/ her. Now that she's back I feel like I'm betraying her almost... or am I just betraying myself?

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